Have Faith

What motivated me to do this blog is other people with eczema! I believe that when going through withdrawal what you need most is support. People who don't understand what your going through can only support you so much. And I know I bother people with my complaining and they look at me like im exaggerating but those who aren't going through this could never understand the physical and emotional pain that comes with this. I want to help people and what helps me to have faith is looking at other people TSW stories and how they got cured. Sometimes you want to give up and be like eff it go back to steroids and deal with it. But in the long run TSW will be worth it. The thing about this process is that its very long and when you think your getting better you get 10 times worse. The first flare up after you start your TSW will be extremely bad but the 2nd flare up is suppose to be the worst. I am now awaiting it and I am scared. I want my life back :/ My sleep back my appetite back. Its impossible not to have suicidal thoughts during this because it is one of the worst things you can go through and you need support. People think "just don't scratch" or "your spreading it stop scratching" things like that really don't help especially when you already feel like crap. I am here for anybody that needs me and we can go through this together ! Always have faith :)