TSW Week 5 Day 39 :)

Ok so today December 17 is my 39th day of withdrawal. My face has been so dry I look like an old lady. I remembered that I had ordered Elizabeth Arden 8 hour cream but never used it because I was scared (didn't know how my skin would react). After spending most of Dec 15 reading reviews about it and people with eczema saying it helped their skin in two days I said hey why not I have nothing to lose. So bamm I put it on. This cream is supposed to be used at bedtime because that is when your skin heals best. But since I cant really sleep I couldn't get the full effect of the cream :/ I woke up Dec 16th and was very skeptical because my face was still dry and sooo itchy. I kept the cream on the whole day and put it on at night. When I woke up today I touched my face and it felt soo soft. When I looked in the mirror I was so happy I couldn't believe it. My face was soooo much better not as red and not as dry! I mean it wasn't perfect but after only 2 days I can say the cream lives up to its expectations. Right now I have Vaseline on my face and I did scratch because I cant help it :/ Tonight I will also put on the 8 hour cream and see how I wake up tomorrow.

Finally not a forced smile ! I was actually happy